I don't know how to put it..

But, I'm a cutter. I know no one really reads this, so I'm just gunna put it out there. So i'm a cutter, so i must be all "OH THE WORLD SUCKS. IM GOING INTO MY CONRNER WITH MY RAZOR BLADE AND IM GUNNA LIEK TOTALLLLYYY SLIT MY WRISTSSS CUZZZZ LIEKKK THE WORLD HATESSS MEEEEE WAHHHH. I;M SO FUCKING EMOOO" haha. yeah. totally.

I'm hyper, i SEEM happy, and I'm always making jokes and being nice. And by the way, i dont even fucking CUT my wrists. Its my legs and fingers that take it all.

Why? I don't really know.. I just kinda do it when I'm really pissed. Or when i'm making a point. 3 weeks ago, i carved the word BITCH into my leg, and rubbed salt in it. It didn't hurt. My mom didn't question why i was in the bathroom for 2 hours with music blaring. Don't believe me?



Thats after i ran water over it so i could rub salt in. It still hasn't fully scabbed over.

LOL isn't my leg fat?! Thats because i AM fat. My mom says it. And i know you think it. LOL.

And when i was in chicago, i dropped my phone in a toilet. NOW THE CAMERA WONT WORK. yay! thats the last picture i took with it! I'm so fucking HAPPY everytime i go to find a picture to show to someone and i see that. oh yeah. definately.

Hurrr. Now i'm bored, and i'm sorry for dumping all of that on you. I just had to tell someone. My friends worry about me now. They wont let me be by myself for more then an hour now. They call me daily. People annoy me.

I'm failing English, Math and History. All three are my favorite CORE classes. So now i'm getting compared to my 6th grader sister, who has all A's. And shes a whore. WOO! I hope she gets aids.

But my life isn't all bad :D I has friends (online, rl, don't matter to meee) and family ( i THINK) who love me. So, wish me luck! <3

Mood: Hurr. Blehh.

Song: My Heritage by BLAST X